Friday, February 20, 2004
We are going to the circus at 10:30 this AM so I felt I had to get up at 4:00 and start neurotically worrying because Ahno got us "right down front" tickets so Benny can be "part of the show" -- we're in the first row and some evil clown is scheduled to come and whisk him off to ride an elephant or be eaten by zebras or something -- VERY ALARMING. I've been in a hot panic for days. He is very excited to go and I can't wait to see him enjoying himself -- I'm sure it'll be very fun, but I just hope he doesn't get trampled under a trick dog. What's wrong with me -- he will have more fun than a murderous trapeze artist with a free child to kill, but I just can't let go and celebrate the moment.