Difficult

I can't even write this book, and this is ME telling you this, it's not IN the book, because MS Word is behaving in the most shocking and awful manner, it won't copy and paste right, and it shuts down randomly every four minutes approximately, and it's a mess! What the hemorrhaging blazes am I supposed to do about this? The one day of the decade when I decide I'm going to make a fresh start on this miserable thing. I mean, it's fine, because in the difficulty I see that even though it makes a much more dramatic start, I can't have the sister betraying the sister this way.